Poetry/ Love ♥

So im talking to Sayan Ang on skype, I ask him what I should blog about and he says love.. and I think to myself love is such a hard subject to write about. It requires full comprehension and experience, and I thought I've experienced love before but in reality I haven't.. it wasn't love.. it was lust or inflation... idk its something I cant explain but ALOT like love. So anyways;; I cant write about something I don't really have knowledge on.. I do know however that love is beautiful, it makes you feel amazing but when its gone it feels like you don't have anything for awhile until you find something else that makes you happy and that something else doesn't have to be necessarily a person.. it could be Jesus Christ it can be a sport it can be a hobby it can be your family or your friends that help you out when you need it.. and you learn that you don't need a boyfriend to make you happy, or a girlfriend. But Love is important. Verry important, it makes you feel special, it makes you feel wanted, and when your in love you don't have a care in the world for anything.. just the person that your with and the moments you spend together. Maybe one day  I'll find the right guy the guy that will treat me amazing and the guy that I could talk to about everything and anything, the guy that will always be there for me through thick and thin and  that will trust me with all their heart. I want that kind of guy and I don't care if I have to wait a million years.. I believe everyone has a soul mate and you eventually find him and when you find him you'll know.. because it'll be like love at first sight you'll feel safe around that person and like they're the one. [[butttt... rightt nowww im not sweatinggg itt. (: livingg lifee single's funn too. ♥]]

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LOST
By: Sayan Ang

My heart stops beating.
Thinking of the
moments we had.
Keep asking myself,
where are you?

Wondering where you are.
The only thing I see
in our pictures is I.

Showing how weak I am.
I fall and break down.
What a clumsy love we
had.

Just one more time.
If we can return
loving each other.
I will embrace it.

The night turned cold.
I’m in the corner.
I think of the days.
When you will come
back.

I was dumb.
I didn’t see this coming.
I thought this would
last forever.

I will still be waiting.
My heart is clogged
up by these memories.
Without a sound I
still feel it.

I see you.
You moved on and
found someone special.
I wish you good luck.
But I will never
forget you.

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Just You And I
By: Sayan Ang

I’ve been thinking about our love.
I’ve been thinking about our relationship.
It’s you and I until the end.
Ignore the fact that people are telling lies and spreading rumors to break us apart.

Don’t fall into their hands,
They’re jealous of what we have.
Because it’s hard to find a couple like us,

I’ll be anywhere you need me.
I’ll sacrifice everything just to keep you.
The only thing I want is for us is to be together forever.

Being with you makes me so grateful.
I thank you for the chances you give me to live my life with you.

Everyday you’re bringing me a smile, like the sunshine
I’m feeling as if I’m getting more and more attached to you
The sky is always blocked because you’re always on my mind
You’re all I ever wanted
Thank You.

These Poems are the sweetesttt poems I have read. Sayan is such a great poet ! [[btww: these aren't meant for me.]]

Charlie St. Cloud ♥

Friday July 30th "Life is For Living.♥" 

Today I went to the movies to see Charlie St. Cloud with Alejandra and Kimberly. 2 words. AMAZING MOVIE. ♥ Zac Efron did such an amazing job as an actor in this movie, he played such a serious role and he did it amazingly and mayy I add;; he's soooo cuteeeee. (: [SPOILER ALERT] In Charlie St. Cloud; Charlie's brother dies in a car accident but Charlie also died in that car accident but he was brought back to life by one of the doctors at the hospital... 5 years later Charlie is still at home, he didn't take the scholarship he was offered that would allow him to sail the world because he was the greatest sailor there was he always won all the competitions with the help of his brother. Instead of going to college Charlie works at a grave yard... making sure its in perfect condition and plays catch with his dead brother everyday at the same place same time because of a promise he made sam when he was alive. Charlie soon falls in love with a girl named Tess who is also a sailor..but Charlie has a supernatural power that he can see and talk to the dead people who are caught in the in-between.. Charlie saves Tess's life because of her ghost he talked to and learns that he has to forget the past and just move on with his life and live his life to the fullest because there's a reason he didnt die that night. Again.. amazing movie.(: But it was kinda confussing.

The trailor basically gave away theee wholeee entire movie.. but you get the idea.